katsinatheawesome

Its been a week and it's now the day of my birthday and the day I get out if the hospital. Right now the doctor was taking the bandages off of my head as I held onto Susie. My parents walked into the room with a new change of clothes for me and my father dressed me into them. The outfit was a black dress with black flats, my hair was brushed down neatly. My father picked me up and carried me to the hospitals front door, while my mom signed me out and paying them. My father buckled me in the car seat and I watched as the scenery changed as we pulled up to the airport. I loved flying because all I have to do to my mother is push her off the pl

I looked into the dark sky, it was a cold night tonight, but I didn't care for some strange reason I love the cold and the dark. It made me feel like I was in space where you just float into nothing and endless void of nothingness. I never liked the day time because of the ongoing smiles and happiness it brings along with laughs and cheering... God how it sickens me the very thought of happiness just makes me want to throw myself into a pit of pain, agony, sadness, and madness. It's odd usually you don't suspect things from someone who's turning three next week because you only think a two year old would think about happy things. Pathetic, h